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Thursday, August 11th, 2005

Subject:Almost done......
Time:3:45 pm.
Mood: giddy.
One more class and my college career is over.(At least for a while, I am looking at master's programs).

What a great feeling.

I also start my internship on the 22 of August.

It's time to start making some money and using my sweet skills. Right.
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Wednesday, May 25th, 2005

Subject:untitled
Time:3:03 am.
Inspiration seems extinct these days.
For me its running thin.
It takes on the form of four white pills
and a last night that I cant remember.

It use to be someone I know,
a song, a poem, a prayer
A boy with life behind his eyes
and enough soul to spare.

I like to think that I am enough,
a Muse unto myself
But everytime the moments nigh
my sense of intent seems dead.

Try as you might, will as you may
the planets still feel un-aligned,
the myth of purpose is now antique
there is no gleaning of time.

I sleep and I rise,
In atempt to extract my art.
In a world that does not know me,
among those who do not know me,
an illegitimate child of God.

5-24-05 julie green
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Monday, May 2nd, 2005

Subject:"Butch and Nathan, I know yall feeling this too".......
Time:3:20 am.
Mood: amused.
"Jesus and Mama" by Confederate Railroad

I made a wish upon a star
I could have a brand new car
Got tired of wishing
So I stole one

Seventeen and knew it all
My dreams were big but my thoughts were small
So many roads somehow I chose
The wrong one

CHORUS
But Jesus and mama always loved me
Even when the devil took control
Jesus and mama always loved me
This I know

I felt tired most all my life
Found new kinds of lows and highs
Never been a husband but I had a lot of wives
To hold me

Headstrong, stubborn, couldn't be told
Like a wild horse that couldn't be rode
A rainbow chaser hungry for gold
And still searchin'

REPEAT CHORUS

I wish mom could see me now
And how I've turned it all around
Lately I've been going down
The right road

Life's a picture that you paint
With blues and grays and cans of canvas
Heaven knows I'm not a saint
But I know

REPEAT CHORUS
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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005

Subject:ruined
Time:12:16 pm.
my day has been ruined by a voice from the past.

GOSH...cant they just let me be.

damn COGOP.
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Wednesday, March 30th, 2005

Subject:BORED
Time:12:41 am.
Mood: bored.
*What is the geekiest part of your music collection?:
John Denver Live

*What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?:
Pickles, leftovers

*What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
"My Dog Skip"

*Do you know how to play poker?:
Yes I do.

*What do you carry with you at all times?:
chapstick

*What do you miss most about being little?:
hiding under the bed

*Are you happy with your given name?:
Yes

*What color is your bedroom?:
blue

*What was the last cd you were listening to?
Essential Bob Dylan

*Have you ever been in a play?:
yes...in church

*Have you ever been in love?:
ughhh....whatever.

*Do you talk a lot?:
It depends on who I'm talking with.

*Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?:
sometimes

*Do transient, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
no

*Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?:
I try to be...but fail sometimes.

*What's one thing you wish you could do but can't?:
Shit money.

*What kind of bedding do you use?:
white cotton sheets, lots of pillows, old raggedy, worn out blanket

*Do you have tattoos?:
no

*Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery of any kind if confronted?:
Probably, yeah.

*Do you drive stick?:
never learned

*What's one trait you hate in a person?:
hypocrisy


*Do you consider yourself materialistic?:
not really....although I do like nice things.

*Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?:
blend in

*What kind of books do you like to read?:
quality fiction, rock bio's, classic literature

*What's one thing you're a sore loser at?:
most things. I HATE losing.

*If you don't like a person, how do you show it?:
Ignore them, talk major shit behind their back

*Are you a giver or a taker?:
A giver.

*What have you stolen before?:
library books, lighters, various pills


*Have you ever done any illegal drugs?:
Ha....right.


*What's the most painful experience you've ever had?:
unrequited love.

*Favorite communication method?:
Face to face.
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Monday, March 28th, 2005

Subject:Now
Time:3:33 am.
I am ready for a change.
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Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005

Subject:Sure.....
Time:1:02 am.
Mood: amused.
buk
You are most like Charles Bukowski.


Which poet from the 20th century are you most like?
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tortured conceptual artist
You are a Tortured Conceptual Artist. Your fellow
postmodernists call you an anachronism, but
you've never cared much about the opinions of
others. After all, most of them are far too
simple-minded to appreciate the nuances of your
work. They talk, while you are part of a lived
tradition.


What kind of postmodernist are you!?
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Tuesday, January 11th, 2005

Subject:No surprise here....
Time:12:50 am.
You scored as Geek.

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Geek

56%

Punk/Rebel

50%

Loner

44%

Stoner

44%

Goth

31%

Drama nerd

25%

Ghetto gangsta

6%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

0%

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Monday, January 10th, 2005

Subject:Crystal Light is a delicious beverage.......
Time:1:41 am.
Mood: relaxed.
~What ethnic background are you?
Irish

~If you could choose to become a character from a movie, who would you choose?
Stella from "A Streetcar Named Desire"


~What is your favorite type of art?
Mixed Media


~What does your hair look like on a bad hair day?
I dont have bad hair days


~What's your favorite holiday?
Halloween


~What superhero power would you want?
the ability to bend spoons with my mind



~What is a bad habit people have that annoys you?
People who dont bathe on a daily basis and people who keep a messy house. That annoys the HELL out of me.


~Do you crack your toes?
Yes


~What is your favorite piece of clothing?
My brown sweater


~What upcoming movie do you want to watch?
"The Life Aquatic..."


~What item do you always have stocked in your fridge or freezer?
Iced Tea

~ How do you feel right now?
relaxed


~What would your ideal vacation be like?
Road trip across the U.S.


~Rank these in order of your preference: mountains, beach, country, city, or desert?
country, beach, mountains, city, desert


~What era would you choose to live in other than our own?
The whole "Beat" generation in the late 40's early 50's would have been about right for me


~How old do you wish you were?
22, that was a great age to be
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Saturday, December 25th, 2004

Subject:Julie Loves you....
Time:11:34 am.
Merry Christmas to all you guys!!!!! I hope everyone has a safe and happy holiday season. To those of you that matter(you know who you are), I will be leaving for St.Marys this afternoon with my sister and returning on New Year's Day. Just wanted you to know in case you tried to call or email me. So, Nathan, Drew, Aleighsa, and Butch I love yall the most and hope you have an eventful Christmas and a happy New Year! Love, Julie
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Thursday, December 23rd, 2004

Subject:TAKE MY QUIZ DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Time:5:16 pm.
I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!
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Monday, December 13th, 2004

Subject:Cant Complain.........
Time:4:22 am.
Mood: good.
Things going pretty good for me lately.
I have two finals next week and then I am out for Christmas break.
Should be graduating this Spring if everything goes according to plan.(but nothing ever does).
I am going to St.Marys with my sister for a week the day after Christmas. Iam looking forward to that. I will probably get to hangout with a few of my old friends. That should be interesting to say the least.

So yeah....life is good, all my family and friends are doing well, and the holidays are going to be nice, I cant complain. Not one bit
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Sunday, November 28th, 2004

Subject:"I Give Up"
Time:3:54 am.
Me, I'm a part of your circle of friends
and we notice you don't come around
Me, I think it all depends
on you touching ground with us.
But, I quit. I give up.
Nothing's good enough for anybody else
it seems.
And I quit. I give up.
Nothing's good enough for anybody else
it seems.

And being alone
is the best way to be.
When I'm by myself it's
the best way to be.
When I'm all alone it's
the best way to be.
When I'm by myself
nobody else can say goodbye.

Everything is temporary anyway.
When the streets are wet --
the color slip into the sky.
But I don't know why that means you and I are
- that means you and....
I quit -- I give up.
Nothin's good enough for anybody else it seems.
But I quit. I give up.
Nothing's good enough for anybody else it seems.

And being alone
is the best way to be.
When I'm by myself it's
the best way to be.
When I'm all alone it's
the best way to be.
When I'm by myself
nobody else can say...

Me, I'm a part of your circle of friends
and we notice you don't come around.

~Edie Brickell
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Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004

Time:12:22 am.
1. Reply to this post if you want me to tell you how cool you are!

2. Watch my journal over the next few days for a post just about you and why I think you rock my socks. (I would never actually use the phrase "rock my socks" I just copied and pasted this post....just so you all know.)

3. Post these instructions in your journal and give your friends a much needed dose of love and adoration
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Monday, November 22nd, 2004

Subject:The Holy Trinity of Me......
Time:5:04 am.
THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1.p.j. pants
2.t-shirt
3.bedroom shoes

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1.phone
2.books
3.cigarettes

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1.get married
2.own a boat and live on a lake
3.get total and full revenge on my enemies

THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1.loyal
2.quick-witted
3.helpful

THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1.spiteful
2.too intense
3.too many phobias and nerouses

THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
1.IRISH....thats pretty much it.
2.


THREE FAVORITE WORDS
1.Revenge
2.Mesh
3.Darling

THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1.I am extremely obsessive compulsive
2.I have a collection of 1950's and 60's vintage romance novels
3.I like to cut coupons out of the newspaper even though no one in my family or I ever use them. I find it very soothing and relaxing. (I know.....its weird.)

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. What????!!!! When did this happen???!!!
2.I dont blame ya
3.I am sorry

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1.California
2.Maine
3.Washington State

THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY (other than normal name)
1.Julie
2.Jules
3.

THREE SONGS I JUST LISTENED TO...
1.Last Horizon
2.Hey Jealousy
3.Hold Me Down
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Saturday, November 13th, 2004

Subject:"Rec-Room Yawns"
Time:5:35 am.
"Rec-Room Yawns"


I want a wood-paneled world.

Dig my toes deep into the orange shag grass.

Blue glow t.v. Moon.

Soggy cereal milk....sticky spoon.


Cartoons dance across heavy drapes.

Quilted blankets keeping the love seat's secrets.

Board game conquests abandoned on the floor.

Water-ring coffee table eyes.


Exercise bike in the corner will get you nowhere.

Stacked magazine towers and bed sheet forts.

Spider plants and potted ferns stuck forever in shiny plastic.

Rec-room yawns, satisfied stretches, bare feet hidden safely

under couch cushion.


~julie green
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Monday, November 8th, 2004

Subject:thats about right........
Time:2:04 pm.
Mood: sick.

Which poem are you?

Song of Myself by Walt Whitman

Heh. You're an egomaniac. A dirty, dirty egomaniac.

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Saturday, September 18th, 2004

Subject:5:04 AM
Time:5:16 am.
Sometimes I have these sudden, quick, flashing impulses to
put out cigarettes on my arm or throw lit matches into car gas tanks. And then I laugh at the recklessness of it all, of these self destructive fantasies.

Sometimes I want to burn down churches, murder saints, and yell out rehearsed obscenities to the top of my lungs. Blasphemous speeches and blatant disobedience, total disregard for the sacred.

Cause a 10 car pile up on the freeway, bodies broken and bleeding on blacktop. I see myself smiling, slumped over the wheel, eyes open in a dead, vacant stare.

Sometimes as I sit and smoke and sip on coffee, I want to grab the waitress by the arm, ask her to sit down and show me her soul.

I want to lay hands on the sick, give sight to the blind, I want to exorcise the demons of the lost. I want to break through the brass of heaven. I want to talk to God.

Erect monuments, carve statues, build memorials for the dead. Write poetry, light candles, have communion, break bread. And then I laugh at the recklessness of it all.


Sometimes I imagine your lips on my neck, my name on your mind.............

I like to take deep drags, filling my chest with smoke, looking out the streaked, wide windows of the 24 hour diner, shaking my head at the world, chuckling to myself, never quite understanding the recklessness of this all. God's self destructive fantasy.

~julie green
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Wednesday, September 8th, 2004

Subject:sounds fun.......
Time:4:06 am.

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Subject:work in progress..........
Time:2:56 am.
I never choke on cherry coke, or menthol drags, or belly laughs. But your VANITY leaves me speechless. Your PROMISES leave me restless.

You come and go, you shake your head, you bow to the gods of the dead. You drive both ways with your windows down, your music loud and your expression set. A glimpse into your will.....a fading glance at my tomorrow.

I try to speak, I try to stop these acts of god, these attacks of fate, but your hands are strong and the night is here and there is nowhere else I am to go.


****started this tonight, will finish later.
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